yesterday i was went out with alex,p4 & yap <( p4 friend)....
we was later to reach there ~
so ~
we just can to choose 6.15 ...(toy story 3) <
so ..
when we reach there is just 4 p.m ...
go to walk walk & have a lunch at there ....
after the lunch ...
we have to walk & buy own things~
mrs yap ,he have looking a printer ....
there have a cheap & look like very nice ....so ...he buy it& play it ..with p4 ...
& i have to find alex at the near by there pet shop ....
he are siting at there ...
& i also going there siting with him ....
we are looking the hamster ...look very cute at all ....
suddenly ...he are stand up ...& holding my hand said ''lai~ we go inside have a look''''
....i'm bluring at there ....
but ~ i know i could not do that to him again ....
my past is very dirty ......& all ~
i feel dont want ....
& he also not holding we very tight ~
but ~ ....
when we walk few seconds.....
i was wake up & ....my hand have to leave on his hand .....
i'm sorry ~ .........
i dunno that's what problem on ~ ....
maybe is some mistake somethings on it ~
......
but ~
....i know what myself doing on it ~
it is couldnot be with ~
i'm sorry ~ .alex ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
my heart still cant to accept some people on ~
cause ....
it is broken already ~
& it is recover on dunno when ~
............
although ......
the day when i have the accident ...
the 1st people is thinking on you ....
but ~
it is couldnot be NOW ........
maybe the feeling just a friend start & end on ~ .........
sorry ～
