生活中的五个球

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几年前在某个大学的毕业典礼中，可口可乐的总裁Brian·Dyson说了一段有关工作与生活中其他事物间的关系的话。
想像生活是一个比赛，你必须同时丢接五个球，这五个球分别是工作、家庭、健康、朋友以及精神生活，而你不可让任何一个球落地。
你很快就会发现工作是一个橡皮球，如果它掉下来，它会再弹回去，而其他四个球：家庭、健康、朋友以及精神生活是玻璃制的，如果你让这四个球其中任何一个落下来，它们会磨损、受损甚至粉碎，而一旦落下，它们将不再和以前一样。
你必须知道并在生活中设法求得平衡，但要怎么做呢?
不要认为你应该与其他人做比较，这只会降低了你原有的价值。因为每个人都是独一无二的，因为每一个人都很特别的。别人认为重要的事不是你该列为遵循的目标。只有你才知道什么最适合你。
不要将贴近你的心的人、事、物视为理所当然的存在。你必须将他们视为你的生命一般好好地抓牢他们。没有他们，生命将失去意义。
别让你的生命总在依恋过去种种或是寄望未来中逝去，如果你活在每个当下，你就活出了生命中的每一天。
当你还能给予的时候别轻言放弃。只要你不放弃，就有无限延伸的可能。
别害怕承认你并非完美。正因如此，我们才得以藉由这脆弱的细丝紧密地串绑在一起。
别害怕遇到危险。正因如此，我们才得以藉由这些机会学习勇敢。
不要说真爱难寻而将爱排除于你生活之外。最迅速找到爱的方法就是散布你的爱；最快速失去爱的方法就是紧紧地将守着你的爱不放；维持爱最好方式就是给它自由。
不要匆忙的过着你的一生，那匆忙会让你忘了曾经到过哪里，也让你忘了你要去哪里。
不要忘记，心灵的详和是来自于感恩。
不要惧怕学习，知识是没有重量的，你永远可以轻易的带着它与你同行。
不要漫不经心地蹉跎光阴或口无遮拦。时间与言词两者都是，一放便再也收不回来。
生命不是一场竞赛,而是一步一脚印的旅程。昨天已是历史，明天尚是未知，而今天则是一个上天的恩赐：这就是我们为什么称之为PRESENT（现在）的原因。...

好久都没这样正正常常的在此写日记了~~~~

好久都没这样正正常常的在此听着抒情歌来写日记了~~~~
好久都没有这样的感觉了。。。
谢谢你 :-)
自从从你哥哥口中得知你的好消息，
心情总算轻了些。。。
虽说我没有从前那么爱你了。。。
不过，
关心你的心。。。依然还在的。。。
谢谢一切保佑他 :) 。。。

也很开心的。。。这个月以来，
终于今天给我做到个想好的sales ...
But ...i know i still can't get the target on this month ....
But :) ...
I never mind it ....;D

。。。
很想找回恋爱的感觉。。。
很想好好去爱。。。
很想找个依靠。。。
很想找个人依赖。。。
很想找个人撒娇。。。
很想。。。很想。。。很想。。。真的很想。。。。。*~*....
很想现在就就有一个。。。

但。。。。
自己却不争气。。。。
没人来爱。。。也找不到人去真正的爱。。。
有个他来爱我。。。。
但 。。。他却不是我想要的。。。。
人是没有十全十美的 。。。。
但。。。我还是接受不了他。。。。对不起。。。。
勉强的在一起是没有幸福的 。。。。
你我都知道的哦 。。。。。

这段时间也去喜欢/爱了几个人。。。。
但。。。。
一切都不长久。。。一切都只是一瞬间。。。。
不是我不要真正去爱。。。
是他不要我的爱。。。
不管付出了多少在他身上。。。
他却还是一样选择离开。。。
我不会生气或讨厌你，就这样离开我 。。。
因为这一切都是我自己选择去付出给你。。。
。。。。。。
希望你能真正去爱个人吧。。。
不要玩下玩下了。。。。。祝福你 :) 。。。。

在你身边女孩那么多。。。一定能填补你一切的寂寞了 。。。
谢谢你 。。。。

加油。。。你我都要加油。。。。吧。。。。。
找个敢敢去爱的恋人吧 :-) 。。。。


在此刻。。。
眼睛是没有哭泣的流下眼泪。。。T~T



Fenniko ~*

I'm sorry Mr Alex ......

I'm so sorry that i reject you again ....
Just now 11++ ...(i think ) ....
You are calling me ...because you said you want to change number liao ...
So ...you want to use finish your credits ....
So ....
You said you want to call me ....
I thought you had nothing especially thing to told me ....
i just thought that just a normal call and a normal talk ....
Im sorry ....
You ask me from the second call that you call ...
>>芬，我有个很没礼貌的要求。
( i never had to think that happen ....so i just ask he told log ....)
OMG ~ ! ....
He are telling that ...
> can you become my girlfriend ....? ....
( the moment ...i was empty on my brain ....because i never think that... although the last time we have to broke out ...i really thought you are forget me and finding a lovery now.....but ....yuan lai ...i was long ... i really dunno want to give what answer to him ...........i was weird weird at there .....im sorry at last ...i was reject you ....
But ....you trust me. ....
You are not a bad guy ....you are a very gentle people .......
But ....i can't to accept you ....because of some problems ...
Im so sorry at this problem ..... ) ....
At the call .....you are asking me so many time....
But ....
At last ....i also reject him ....
Im so sorry in this reject ....
I not a good girl that you thinking ....
Real me is not a stronger girl ....
Im a very dirty people ....im sorry ....
But ....
Really think for you treat me very very well ....
You said that time we love that 3 days you still are remember and you said ....you know that is your fault .....because we are very quite at all ..
And you are unless to caring me ....
So ...at that time you are starting to change your self to be more caring me and talking more ....
Always non stop to said those funny thing ....
Make the moments with me are not boring .....:-) ....

Alex .....
Really thankfully you a lots ....
I saw that too .....you are changeing.....
Really really very thankfully you are the special caring on my life .....
But.....
Something is no feeling ...is no feeling de ...
Something is can't to be force ....
Im sorry .....

I think i will be no accept a boyfriend can't to stay by me always ....
I very like to keep tight contact with my bf de ....
So ...
The some 1 problem on here loh ...
You also saying that ....when you are busying on your work or job..... you will be forget everythings ........the 1 point.....

You telling me .....that you like a stronger girl ...won't get worry from her ....and she can take good caring to her self .....that this all point de girl ...you loving it ....
So ....you THOUGHT IT ...
You thought im the 1 stronger girl ....

But ...actually .....
I never be that ....
I not that you thinking that strong ....>< ....

You said ....
You are happy to handout with me ....
When go out with me you are very happy at all ....
Ermmm ....this point still agree too loh ....:) .....
Cause you are the 1 like to talking funny thing ....
So i agree that i also happy went out with you .....

........blablabla ....

However ...
Im sorry ....i reject you ....
Thanks for you everything .....really very thanks Mr Alex .................

不知道为了什么~*

不知道为了什么而爱上你。。。

不知道为了什么而生你气。。。

不知道为了什么而讨厌你。。。

不知道为了什么想离开你。。。

不知道为了什么而想念你。。。

不知道为了什么而想起你。。。 

不知道为了什么而陪伴你。。。

不知道为了什么失去控制。。。

不知道为了什么不舍得你。。。

不知道为了什么想哭泣了。。。

不知道为了什么想对你说。。。>我们不要再联络了<...

不知道为什么我有这样的决定。。

不知道是不是我在次爱上你。。。

现在不受控制的我~开始着生气的心情。。。
对不起我身边收到我气的人。。


今天的我很没心情做工和一切一切。。。。
每当我不开心。。想出去都找到Mr Alex ....
不过今天的他。。。与他朋友看戏去了。。。
他不理会我了。。。
我无阻了。。。
身边朋友都不理会我。。。
其实我不在乎了。。。
已经习惯了。。。。


但~
心情总是提不起来~。。。。
总是停留在 EMO 心态。。。。
很无奈。。。很无助。。。。


很想出去兜兜风。。。
自己一个人。。。流流浪浪的。。。到处走。。。
我想。。。。如果我没那么心软。。我是否还会在此地写着这片心情。。。
我这样做到底对不对？。。。
我真得无法想象。。。 我会走到这一步。。。
想说断绝这段关系。。。
但却不舍得说出口。。。
其实我喜欢他什么？。。。我爱他吗？。。。喜欢他吗？。。。


他从来没有做过让我感动，心动的事情。。。
他没有一样吸引到我。。。
他曾经做了很多事情令我很讨厌他。。。。
 但是我却愿意付出一切。。。。
这是为什么呢？！？！ 

我真‘犯坚’ 明明知道他心里有别的她。。。
明明知道他不会爱我的。。
明明知道他会伤害我的。。。
明明知道这一切只是一瞬间的。。。
明明知道他会离开的。。
明明知道他不是那么简单的。。。
明明知道自己身边还有个更好的男人。。。
但。。。
我却痴痴得在 等。。。等。。。等。。。。
但我却再等什么呢？！？！ 
我真的不明白我自己。。。。
我却只是痴痴的在付出。。。 
痴痴的退让。。。
痴痴的喜欢。。。
痴痴的原谅。。。
痴痴得。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
真的不明白~！！ 真的不明白！！！ 
想离开了~
真地想离开了。。。。~***

hello ~

hello ~ ......
so long didnt come my blog here ~
so lonely at here ~ .....
cause here is the secret diary ~
....
so ....
my life now is .......happy ? sad ?  ......ermmm~
i think it is mix mix ~ ...but mostly is the sad i think ~ ....& the temper of angry .....
i'm sorry ~

i cant to control my self anymore ....
.haizzzzzzzz~


last thursday  9/9/2010 i had to buy my lover Phone ....ACER LIQUID E at the lawyat ..=)
wahahaha ~
happy ~ cause a lot functions .....
no matter what that i want .....
i can find in the program & straight to download ....
very very fast & easy ....
that's the point i like its =) .....
...............

finally .....
i had waste alot money on that day ....
at the least we plan to go Full House ...
but ....planning is fail ....sorry T^T ............



=================================
yesterday had a movie with Alex & p4 .....
Resident evil .................xD wahahahah~
i cant to imagine i will watch about that style movie xD ...hahaha~
...but the movie no bad de lah ~ ....
unlike the ending only ....
the ending not a ending ......
you know what i meaning ..xD hahahah~

.............actually ....
we want to watch the movie of Pirahna ..........
but ....we each other ..had to heard it from our friends say i really ...=X ..........
so we some scary .... then ....fail on it loh ......
hahah ~
at least we choice the resident evil loh ....xD hahahah~

when reach home is around 2 i think .....xD .....
then ....had a out with ky .......that is 2nd time .....=.=''' boring .......
then go back home sleep at the 3 .......wahahahah ~
no really tired at today de lah hahahahha~ ..........


and a happiness thing is mr T & ms J 1year anniversary at tomorrow ...
congratulation to them .....keep in always ;) .........=) .........
[[[ know it at mr T fb wall ....hahahahah]]]


& i ....is still are the single And available ...xD ..hahhahahah

winson is find me at today ...
he had a 'long' time didnt find me ....
he are coming back rawang at 1st of month i think .........xD hahahh~
actually i know it very early ...
but i never post it ..& told its at here ....

weird relation .............is the last time ma ? ...........
haizzzzzzzzzzz..........idk ........idk .............idk .......................idk .............



....................
this friday have a beauty fair of BeautyExpo at KLCC .............
wohooo~
wont miss it .....
i will be there at this friday with angel ....( maybe) ......=) =* .............
..............

okay ..........
tomorrow malaysia day ....PUBLIC HOLIDAY yahoo~!!!!! =D ........
had to OFF tomorrow ....
so will be go out with ivy , ruby ,& mei .,,,.....hahahah
shopping time ....MEGA SALES leh ................
cant miss it too ........
but ...i will be control ...........................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

good nite zzzzzzzzzz

by fenniko........

open the eyes ....looking on all thats ~

....remember ~
open the eyes ....looking  on all thats ~
when i doing something that ...i never open my eyes ~
why har ?
it is because i unlike it ? no enjoy in it ?
or the person problem ?
or i scare ?
i really dunno ...haizz~
i'm so sorry ~

you never change ~
but ~ ....i not looking force on your look change ~
....hahahah~

almost lover~

I never wanna see you unhappy.....
I thought you want the same for me.....
Goodbye my almost lover....
Goodbye my hopeless dream....
I'm trying not to think about you.....
Can't you just let me be?.....
So long my luckless romance....
My back is turned on you....
Should've known you'd bring me heartbreak....
Almost lovers always do...........~


....
i feel so missing him right now ~
原来我想念他了~
我享受那过程~
害怕再次喜欢上他....在此无法自拔....
我害怕感觉的出现~
不过~.....我感觉...''它'' 已出现了................>~< 
我没有完全害怕的感觉...只有一点点~....
但~.....
我知道....这一切都不长久的~
你会离开.....你一定会离开.....
你不会爱我的~.....
你不会喜欢我的......
 i know all feeling of you ~ .........
u cant to lie me at all ......

i know .....
that is not a longer relationship of us ..... 
that relation . most longer ...is just no more than 1 hour on us ~ ......
i know it ....
i know its all ~!!! .......
but ....
i still will choose the way to go with you ......... 
that is because .......................
i still have the feeling LIKING you ....
i'm sorry ~ 
that is should not had to problems at  ..........


no matter how ~ ....
YOU never will know it ~ ...... 
even if you know that what i thinking right now ~ .... 
you also never had any change on your mind ~ .......... 
cause you still have a lots pretty girl's de friends is waiting you go back with them .... 
waiting you back to him at your college lifes ............
they are really very pretty ..... 
i cant to VS with them .... 
i never want to VS with them .... also ......
cause ....i know .....
i 'm the Greatest opportunity to lose .............


cause ........
your heart never belongs with me .........
....you know it too ....
dont pretend anythings again ............
just do it ....
never have any feeling on us again.......... please~* .........

if you can ...
if we can ....
just leave each bother far far ago ............... 
that's a mostly GREAT choose of us ........................sorry ..........thanks for you everthings ........

>>>>now ....i really feel want to moisten my eyes .... T~T ........<<<<<

do you know what that means ? .......

...


missing somebody right now , 
Fenniko <3 ..........................








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..however ....

after we meet .....

the mostly important on my mind is ....your message .......... 

although ....is just a simply message you send to me .... 

i also can be happy back & feel warmly ... 

not matter what you write to me ..... i also can be happy de ...

you know ~ 

i hate that after meet ...you never have send a message to me ......... 

i will feel very emo at that moments .......... 

i think ....i really too caring at all  .............

i'm sorry ~ 

>~< ............ 

crazy Fenniko~!!!

at the friday 3/9/2010 .....
i had off day today....
& i was went to shopping alone ~
drived my ViVa ....
go to lawyat ....
( actually ...i ready to but the phone of Acer Liquid E ...
but ..when i reach ...there have out of stock ,... i had to find whole shopping mall ....
also cant get those i want ....BAD CASE T^T .......... so will be go on next thursday 9/9 )
after find my phone ...
then go to sg.wang walk around ...
hahaha ~
boring dao ~~~~~~~~~~~*
after leave there ....
and start my next planed ....
Ikeno ....

i had to walk short cut to go wangsa maju ...after use the MRR2 to go Ikeno ....
went to buy my things ,,,that last few days i saw that all ....
hahahah~
i had to buy ....sunglass of VINCI ...
shirts of PDI .....3 of RM 50 only ...wow ~ MEGA SALES mah ~ xD hahahah
then ...had to buy a earphone at THE CURVE there ~
.....
i find around that all shopping mall ..also cant get my acer phone T^T ...
how sad ...haizzzz zzzzz~
..........then ....
went to IKEA to buy pillow & somethings that i want ....
wahahah ~
time is running so slowly ...T~T .......
start to feeling boring at all >>><<<<...haizzzzzzz~ & moody .....haizzzzzzzzz~

time is still early ...
so ...went to 1U alone ~
just walk around there  to past my times ......
hahaha~
at least ....i find those all the shops ...old & new wings also cant to find that ACER PHONE ....
haizzz~

then ..
had went to a shop all is sell the items of toys ~
the time ....
i started to be emo ...& missing HIM ......
AND i scold my self ~
why i always walk so faster at all ?!
why cant to be slowly to looking things of beside me T~T ......
i wish ~ ...i really hope ...the next time i not the alone walk around here again ~
should have lovely BF accompany me ....T~T!!!
haizzzzzzzzz~

then ~ had a dinner alone at the car .....
eating the wasabi ...like eating the tomato sos ....xD 
around 6 .30 i think ~
cant tahan at all T.T .........
go back from 1u ....
'fly' at the high way ....... 140 km/j .....xD
but ~
had to be slowly some times lah ~
..........................

after reach Rawang still so early ~
& i waiting HIM reply my message ~
he said he still on his way coming back home..........
cause i promise with him meet at that night ....
but ....
after that ...i had airplane him~
cause i feel very very moody & emo ~
scare will bring him down ...
so  .....i reject him at all ...
(( sure ...he sure no accurate me at all ....haizzz ...sorry loh )))

then ...call to ask alex they come out had a tea loh ~
and i have waiting at McD ...i think 1 hours +- .....
wait he shower ....fetch friend ..... blabla bla de .....
then ..changed the place to station 1 loh .....
and i had to waiting at there around 30mins +++ i think ....
haizzzzzzzz~

then get the sms from HIM ....
mood be get up more loh ~
............but .... at least ....never had meet with him at that day ............

after had to the tea until 11.30 ....i think ~ ...........
then went go back him sleep loh ..............

the day i crazy ~

all my friends is asking me ..
why i so dare to go shopping alone .....
haizzz~
friends .....i NO CHOICE loh ~
cause no people had to free to go out with me .....T^T .....
i unlikely to stay at home de loh~ ............................
hahahhaha~
nitezzzzzzzzzzzz guys ~

love you <3

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