almost lover~

I never wanna see you unhappy.....
I thought you want the same for me.....
Goodbye my almost lover....
Goodbye my hopeless dream....
I'm trying not to think about you.....
Can't you just let me be?.....
So long my luckless romance....
My back is turned on you....
Should've known you'd bring me heartbreak....
Almost lovers always do...........~


....
i feel so missing him right now ~
原来我想念他了~
我享受那过程~
害怕再次喜欢上他....在此无法自拔....
我害怕感觉的出现~
不过~.....我感觉...''它'' 已出现了................>~< 
我没有完全害怕的感觉...只有一点点~....
但~.....
我知道....这一切都不长久的~
你会离开.....你一定会离开.....
你不会爱我的~.....
你不会喜欢我的......
 i know all feeling of you ~ .........
u cant to lie me at all ......

i know .....
that is not a longer relationship of us ..... 
that relation . most longer ...is just no more than 1 hour on us ~ ......
i know it ....
i know its all ~!!! .......
but ....
i still will choose the way to go with you ......... 
that is because .......................
i still have the feeling LIKING you ....
i'm sorry ~ 
that is should not had to problems at  ..........


no matter how ~ ....
YOU never will know it ~ ...... 
even if you know that what i thinking right now ~ .... 
you also never had any change on your mind ~ .......... 
cause you still have a lots pretty girl's de friends is waiting you go back with them .... 
waiting you back to him at your college lifes ............
they are really very pretty ..... 
i cant to VS with them .... 
i never want to VS with them .... also ......
cause ....i know .....
i 'm the Greatest opportunity to lose .............


cause ........
your heart never belongs with me .........
....you know it too ....
dont pretend anythings again ............
just do it ....
never have any feeling on us again.......... please~* .........

if you can ...
if we can ....
just leave each bother far far ago ............... 
that's a mostly GREAT choose of us ........................sorry ..........thanks for you everthings ........

>>>>now ....i really feel want to moisten my eyes .... T~T ........<<<<<

do you know what that means ? .......

...


missing somebody right now , 
Fenniko <3 ..........................








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..however ....

after we meet .....

the mostly important on my mind is ....your message .......... 

although ....is just a simply message you send to me .... 

i also can be happy back & feel warmly ... 

not matter what you write to me ..... i also can be happy de ...

you know ~ 

i hate that after meet ...you never have send a message to me ......... 

i will feel very emo at that moments .......... 

i think ....i really too caring at all  .............

i'm sorry ~ 

>~< ............