Foretime

the things is past very long times ~
but ~
i know the happened they still had to said ~
cause .....
that's a very bad REPUTATION for me ~....

but ~
maybe ...i mistaken their thinking & their talking......

haizzzzzzzz~
AGAIN .............i thinking too much again .><.

unfair ~

hello ~ｔｈａｔ　ｗｈｏ　come to visit my blog ~
please leave your webside of your blog too please ~

share mah ~ dont PRIVACY at there oh ....

i know you are coming ~
please lah ~
unfair loh ...if you no leave it at here ...><~

1 week ago......

Had the 1 week ago...
I never hear more about your news from you ==
how are you now ?
Are you safety now ?
Is settle the case already?........
i'm sorry..... Miss ♥ ....



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had to message him to ask how about him again ~
today 29/7 12.31p.m ....he just reply me ~

conclusion is ~ ...his dad is dont want help him  ~ ....
..............
no more chating ~
because i also nothing can to help him ~
i'm sorry ~
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,...............................,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

$$money$$ T^T

haizzz~
i also dunno why i using the money very very fast ~
i also dunno it where i use to >,< ......TxT

HEY fenniko~!!!
from next month start! no waste MONEY PLEASE~!!!!
bank bank BANK~!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ ....~

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dreaming ~ always is dreaming ~

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i think ~ it is going normal to me ~
when you never reply my message ~
i never be mad ~
never be emo ~
never feel sad ~
just sometimes have the feeling to worry him is okay everythings for him or not ~

i have the feeling ~
he still evade the DAI 2 LONG now ~
．．．．he still never can find ppl to help him ~
haizzzzz~ ............

i really hope he can as fast as to settle the cases >,< .........
GOD BLESS ......please~~~~~~~~~~~~

...............

my life now is normally ~
sometimes boring will miss him & worry about the case for him only lah ~
but miss him no going to sad or mad la ~

maybe ~
i will give up its soon ~

i never know when we start & end relationship of us again ~ ......
thats very weird things to us ~
he never mind it ~
& i also giving up its ~

i will be blessing at here to bless you everything of yours is fine ...~* <3 .............

ｆａｎｇ　ｄａ　ｔｏｎｇ　＞ｓｏｎｇ＜

when i nothing to do ~ my brain is thinking of you ~ *


i'm sorry ~
i had missing you ~ 

that day ~ ...19/7
is time to asking you the is truth or you evade me ~ 
at least the day ,....you never reply me & answer my call ~ 
after the day ~
20/7 ...
you had to reply my msg ~
you say you are safe now ~
living on your friend house ~
okay =) ....
after ...you told me ....your dad know the happening of the gambling & that you lose how much on its ~
is DAI 2 LONG find to your home ~

you told me ~
your dad said >> he dont want you this son already ~ <<<
..................=X .....OMG ~

& i ask ,,,so ....
how you now?
you have evade it until forever ?
& i ask ...the girl can help you ? (((the girl is have help him before , is a rich girl )))


after this message ....
you never reply me until now ~ >,< .~




i feel so stupid that all dai 2 long ~
never think it ....he still is a 19 years old boy ~
you thould he had a lot money to give back you ?
you thould his parents is very rich ppl ?
you cant to control that LAN DOU YI ?!?!?!


100k leh!!!!
no a smaller money .........
100K <<<= RM 100,000.00 leh~!!!!!!




=.='' haizzzzzzzz~
i also cant to help you ~
><
i'm sorry ~


& please lah ~
if you really can past this BAD case on you ~
please treassure your life ~
& become good boy ~ add oil in your study ...future ..~


god bless you >< ~~~~~~~mermermer~*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ubl8ecTnzVQ

difficult ~

.....
i'm going relax my self now ~
are tellling my self do not be EMO anymore ~
.....
is going keeping the smile at anywhere ~ =)

.........................



kenneth ~*
you never find me ~
you NEVER~!!!

you never call me ~
you never sms me ~
you never tell me you reach where or doing what ~

i also dunno what you doing now ~
............

people say ~
when your lovely have any difficult ...should be he side to support him whatever anythings ~

ｂｕｔ　．．．．
i never do it ~
cause .......((( i also dunno )))

maybe ~ ...
i thinking about that ...>>> i call you ~
i also cant to help you what ~
ｉ　ｃａｌｌ　ｙｏｕ　．．．．
i also dunno want to say what ~
ｉ　ｃａｌｌ　ｙｏｕ　....
i just will nothing to say ...& just keep quiet to hear you what to say ~

....................
if you miss me ~
....you will call me & find me ~ ....
but you never find me ~ that means you not miss me & ...
you ...maybe ....play until forget me ~
or .........
maybe ........you evade me ~ ..........
or ..............
maybe ....................maybe ................maybe ..........................*

i'm really sorry ~
i never have that lot money to help you ~
．．．．．．．．．．

i'm really sorry ~
cause ...i really dunno what should i say now ~ .........

feel i so NOOB now ~＞＜～
i'm sorry ~ to talking all that SHIT things ~ ..............*

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some 1 is birthday today 19/07....xD

hahaha ~

i NEVER will forget him ....hahahah ~ ..............

............any surprise for him this year ? ....

ermmmmmmm~ ...........dunno leh ........................................*

23.00 17/7/2010 ~

23.00 of 17/7 ....
you have to find me ~ .....
you had to call me ~
 ....
that is because of my message to send to you on 8p.m more on 17/7 ....
i asking  you where are you on the message that i send to you ~ .....

after all i posted on facebook & blogspot here ~ ..
when i really to sleep ~

you are calling me ~ at 2300.....
but ~ ....
it is a ..........COMPLICATE....

you told me in the phone >
you had to lose in genting CASINO around 10k / 100k ......
.....=X .....i speechless ~!!! i really REALLY SPEECHLESS this time~!!!
......
i though you will be change back your self to be good & all~
dont want go to gambling anymore ~
is you promise with me ...at that time ....
when we go back have a relationship ~ .......

but ....
now ~ ...you~~~~~~~~~~....=.=''''...
OU MY GOD ~.....................i really nothing can say to you ~ .....

the 1st word i answer the call you telling me that you lose how much money in the casino ......
....after that ...i not asking you why lose it or what ....
i just ask you .....
WHY?! ....why you no got a exam on thursday ma?!
why you go to genting again ?!~ ...huh!!!!

you never answer my question ~.....
you never answer until off the line ................~!

you just always to teeling me ..you lose a lot money ....
& say you going back your hometown ....& then ...follow your friend to your friend house at the IPOH ...
for evade the DAI YI LONG .....


what the hell you doing now ?!!!!


i really nothing to say on that you lose a lot money .....


gambling is really will make you DIE very very FAST ...
.......>,< ................
you know?!?!?!

i really dunno what to say to you ....
the happening is passing ....
you cant to change anythings of that ...


you dont want to let your parents to know ~ ....
but ~ .....
what can help you ? & who can help you ?!




you know your parents will scold you gambling & all~ ....
why you still want to go ?!
you though all that gambling also will WIN only ?!
DONT be idiot please ~．．．．．．
ｇａｍｂｌｉｎｇ　～　ｃｈａｎｃｅ　ｔｏ　ｗｉｎ　ｉｓ　ｈｉｇｈ　～
ｂｕｔ　，　ｐｒｏｂａｂｉｌｉｔｙ　ｏｆ　ｄｅｆｅａｔ　ｉｓ　ｎｏｔ　ＬＯＷ　ＡＬＳＯ～！！！！
 ...
you know ?!!!!

last time you soccer gambling lose around 20k ....
you parents also scold you like HELL ....
now ~ ...
the 100 k ?!!!....

how to settle it ?!

why ar why?! .....

.......................................
i dunno you are lie me or truth of its ~ ....
when you say the DAI YI LONG is calling you ....
but ....
we talking the time ....the phone is never have " dudu ~ DUDU ~ dudu ~".....
never had it ......!!!
are you lie me ?!
are you playing me ?
are you  seriously it with me ?!
are you evade me ?!

please lah ~
dont use the NOOD reason to evade me ~!

....................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but ....if it is truth ....i really hope you can as fast as to settle this problem of you ~
& guai guai to go back study ~ .....please ....bless you baby ~ ............................*
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today ....
dunno happen with me ....
i never have a good mood to working ...& go out with friends.....
i'm sorry ~ ...
i always keeping the emo face to.... face my friends your ....
i'm sorry ~......

talking also no mood to say anything ....sorry ~ .><.~ ....
emo day ~ today again ~ ........
....................................................

Do not know when to learn to let go ~
 Do not know why I forgot how to let go ~

feel tired ~>,<~ to care about its ....~

feeling very tiredy now ~
feeling sick now ~
whole body is warm like HEEL~><~

is about 2 & more days ~
your never contact me ~
i thought you will miss me & find me when you go back your hometown OR reolad your phone ~
but ....
you never do it ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i disappointing AGAIN~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

where you going ?

that day ~
you said you had to exam on thursday ~
okay =)
i dont want disturb you on that day ~
i just have a message to you to wish you add oil about its only ~
ｂｕｔ　～
you never reply me again ~
okay ~ ..........
fine ~ ...
i dont mind ~ ....

i just think the positive way ....
thought you no money now ~
so ...
when you go back your hometown will have a contact to me ....
.....................=X speechless on you~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

really really ~  hate myself ~ ....
why want thinking of him?!
that i said ....i no love him alot mah ....right?~?!!!!!

why ~
why i want to thinking on him now?!!!!!!!!!

huh?!

aizzzzzzzzzzzz~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay ~ fine ~~.....
Gamble with myself ~ ...
if today ~ 16/7/2010 11.59p.m ...
you still never find me ~ ....
the relationship of us ..................the anythings of us ~ 
will be GONE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that meaning you EVADE me ~

this all is not me bad to you ~ 
is you making your self bad for me ~!!!!!

not my fault ~ 
not me unfeeling ~ ....
dont BLAME ME ~!!!

i dont mind about lose it ~ i just mind about the PＲＯＣＥＳＳ～＊

i dont mind about lose it ~

i just mind about the PＲＯＣＥＳＳ～＊

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i try it ~ when you sleeping like a pig ....i asking you wake up~
but you never answer me ~



when i said >>>;your friend calling you ~!
you are wake up as very very fast & find your phone ~
....
i never think the negative....
but~

is you making me to think about that ways ~
.....TxT
>when you sleeping like a pig ~
i feel want to take your phone & have a look ~
but ...
i never do it ~
cause i believe in you ~ .....
but ~
..................
at the least ~
you making me disappointing ~
.......................we are becoming ~ very strange ~ ......
i dunno what is the wrongs with us ~


but ~ ....

you also have the same feeling with me ~ .....strange ....haizzz~
I close my eyes and think about his appearance ~
I would like to also think of how he really looked out ~
All memory of only one piece of ~
No matter how put together can not be a full account of the fight back to the way that his look~
My mind ~
The only just know ~.
Oh ~ this is his eyes ~
Oh ~ ~ this is his mouth.
This is his nose ~
This is his hair ~
only that memory i have ~

...........
i always asking myself ....
am i love him?
or just playing with him ?
.............

>the other 1 ...mr A ....
he treasure me very well ~
cause when i unhappy ~
he always be my side ~ must will find me ~
must will ａｐｐｅａｒ　 infront of my ...
anything that i feel unhappy~
he must the one ..the only 1 i will be talk .....
that i never tell him ....the other guy presence....
also nothing can tell~
cause that he also never can help me anything that i should want to do ~
............=X ................
i know....the relationship of Kenneth ...is going very very soon~
we are very strange day by day already ~


......................
i just pretend nothing on here ~

because .......
>i want the say B.O is you ~ no me ~
last time ...when i said B.O to you~
you was were to MAD ....

so ~ ....<
i just pretend .....
i know ...very fast ....that you will feeling it negative way ~
i know ....you will be say it .....

sorry kenneth again ~ .......................................*

TxT

i never forget today all the happening on my ~ ...!!!


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yuan lai~

yuan lai wo bing bu gou ai ni ~
zhi shi wo xiangzhun shou wo de cheng nuo ~
wo cai hui xuan che qu jian ni ~ wan cheng wo de cheng nuo ~
dui bu qi ~

我遏阻了~

.....
我变了~
我性格变到~弄到~很多人都不喜欢我~

很讨厌~
想变回以前自己的我~

haizzzzzz~
我撕破脸去信息他~
他却不领情了~
那算了~

i dont want to care already ~
that is his choice ....
i'm sorry to him also ...
cause that time i also didnt reply his message ~ >< ~

& the another 1 ...KYao ....
is leave me far far ago already ~
cause that also my bad temper & NOOB me ~
let he ago away from me de ~

that is good to his choose to leave me ~
i'm sorry KYao ....


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we be starting now single life & normal ~
i dont want to think all  about that stupid things already ~
cause that all is my fault to make myself like this ....
this is my Retribution~ ..........
bless my self can be strong after all Challenge........
i'm sorry all my lovely ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*