feel tired ~>,<~ to care about its ....~

feeling very tiredy now ~
feeling sick now ~
whole body is warm like HEEL~><~

is about 2 & more days ~
your never contact me ~
i thought you will miss me & find me when you go back your hometown OR reolad your phone ~
but ....
you never do it ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i disappointing AGAIN~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

where you going ?

that day ~
you said you had to exam on thursday ~
okay =)
i dont want disturb you on that day ~
i just have a message to you to wish you add oil about its only ~
ｂｕｔ　～
you never reply me again ~
okay ~ ..........
fine ~ ...
i dont mind ~ ....

i just think the positive way ....
thought you no money now ~
so ...
when you go back your hometown will have a contact to me ....
.....................=X speechless on you~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

really really ~  hate myself ~ ....
why want thinking of him?!
that i said ....i no love him alot mah ....right?~?!!!!!

why ~
why i want to thinking on him now?!!!!!!!!!

huh?!

aizzzzzzzzzzzz~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay ~ fine ~~.....
Gamble with myself ~ ...
if today ~ 16/7/2010 11.59p.m ...
you still never find me ~ ....
the relationship of us ..................the anythings of us ~ 
will be GONE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that meaning you EVADE me ~

this all is not me bad to you ~ 
is you making your self bad for me ~!!!!!

not my fault ~ 
not me unfeeling ~ ....
dont BLAME ME ~!!!