23.00 17/7/2010 ~

23.00 of 17/7 ....
you have to find me ~ .....
you had to call me ~
 ....
that is because of my message to send to you on 8p.m more on 17/7 ....
i asking  you where are you on the message that i send to you ~ .....

after all i posted on facebook & blogspot here ~ ..
when i really to sleep ~

you are calling me ~ at 2300.....
but ~ ....
it is a ..........COMPLICATE....

you told me in the phone >
you had to lose in genting CASINO around 10k / 100k ......
.....=X .....i speechless ~!!! i really REALLY SPEECHLESS this time~!!!
......
i though you will be change back your self to be good & all~
dont want go to gambling anymore ~
is you promise with me ...at that time ....
when we go back have a relationship ~ .......

but ....
now ~ ...you~~~~~~~~~~....=.=''''...
OU MY GOD ~.....................i really nothing can say to you ~ .....

the 1st word i answer the call you telling me that you lose how much money in the casino ......
....after that ...i not asking you why lose it or what ....
i just ask you .....
WHY?! ....why you no got a exam on thursday ma?!
why you go to genting again ?!~ ...huh!!!!

you never answer my question ~.....
you never answer until off the line ................~!

you just always to teeling me ..you lose a lot money ....
& say you going back your hometown ....& then ...follow your friend to your friend house at the IPOH ...
for evade the DAI YI LONG .....


what the hell you doing now ?!!!!


i really nothing to say on that you lose a lot money .....


gambling is really will make you DIE very very FAST ...
.......>,< ................
you know?!?!?!

i really dunno what to say to you ....
the happening is passing ....
you cant to change anythings of that ...


you dont want to let your parents to know ~ ....
but ~ .....
what can help you ? & who can help you ?!




you know your parents will scold you gambling & all~ ....
why you still want to go ?!
you though all that gambling also will WIN only ?!
DONT be idiot please ~．．．．．．
ｇａｍｂｌｉｎｇ　～　ｃｈａｎｃｅ　ｔｏ　ｗｉｎ　ｉｓ　ｈｉｇｈ　～
ｂｕｔ　，　ｐｒｏｂａｂｉｌｉｔｙ　ｏｆ　ｄｅｆｅａｔ　ｉｓ　ｎｏｔ　ＬＯＷ　ＡＬＳＯ～！！！！
 ...
you know ?!!!!

last time you soccer gambling lose around 20k ....
you parents also scold you like HELL ....
now ~ ...
the 100 k ?!!!....

how to settle it ?!

why ar why?! .....

.......................................
i dunno you are lie me or truth of its ~ ....
when you say the DAI YI LONG is calling you ....
but ....
we talking the time ....the phone is never have " dudu ~ DUDU ~ dudu ~".....
never had it ......!!!
are you lie me ?!
are you playing me ?
are you  seriously it with me ?!
are you evade me ?!

please lah ~
dont use the NOOD reason to evade me ~!

....................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but ....if it is truth ....i really hope you can as fast as to settle this problem of you ~
& guai guai to go back study ~ .....please ....bless you baby ~ ............................*
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today ....
dunno happen with me ....
i never have a good mood to working ...& go out with friends.....
i'm sorry ~ ...
i always keeping the emo face to.... face my friends your ....
i'm sorry ~......

talking also no mood to say anything ....sorry ~ .><.~ ....
emo day ~ today again ~ ........
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Do not know when to learn to let go ~
 Do not know why I forgot how to let go ~