Persistent ~ *

have a movie night at yesterday ~
with a & p4 .....vampire suck ~ it is funny only ~ haha ~

he have a lover now ~
when i heard that ....
my heart some pain feeling ....
i'm sorry ~ i know couldnt do that ~
it is DAMN ..........SUCK for me!!!

when he is around on me ~
i never trust him ~
but ~ when he have a lover .....
heart is ust come to pain ~
what the FUCKING i thinking !>!?!?!!!!
it is couldnot be ~!!! couldnot be~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

at that time i just keeping pretend smile at all ~
i cant stay it happy ~ i'm sorry ~
i very selfishness~!!!
i could not be that ~
cause .....
i not really very loving you actually ~
so .....
that why i dont want holding you ~
& some time will avoid you ~
because of ....dont let you think too much on us relationship ~
otherwise~ ....i will be BAD GIRL again for you ~
i'm sorry ~

 i wish you happiness with the lover now you have =) <3 ......
gambateh ~

when you telling me ...
she are scare you & unhappy you come out with us  ~
that is the time to leave you far far ago already ~
ｙｏｕ　ｋｎｏｗ　～.....i cant selfhood to holding you tightly ~
i'm sorry mr alex ~
you just leave me ago ~ please  ~
that's a very goood choice for you ~＝］
...............................
if not the especially things i have ~
i never will find him come out again ~
or maybe have the especially also dont go to find him ~
please ~ ! dont disturb him ba ~
sorry ~ that is good choose for us ~
thanks for you always so trust me ...take good caring for me ....sayang me alot ~
& loved me ~ thanks you ~
you are really is a gentleman  ~
but is me dont know how to trust you ~

sorry & thanks ~ alex ~ *

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BnLRZAQjW0M

must be concentrate to think it ~...

Contract ~ * 

First sight, the feeling heart is 'Do not sign' 

The second to tie up their own. Pressure

 Third there is this necessary?

.....
but ~ 
at that few days....
i had to concentrate to think about this case ~ 
would i sign or not ~ 
....at the least ....i never find the conclusion out ~ 
...........


cause ....
i really dunno T^T..
sign or not sign ~ the different at where ? 
after 1 year ..or ....within the 1 year ....what problem i have ? 
if i resign ~ where should i go ? 
what should i to do ? 
after the 1 year ....what i get ? or what i want to continue ? or what ????


penetrate deeply t think ~ 
had the 60% want to sign up the contract ~ (( soft heart)) -,-'''
.............


maybe.....1 year ~ very fast pass it gua~~~~~~~~~
i really cant imagine ...if i no working at here ...where should i to go to work jor ~ ...
so ~ ...........
maybe ~ .....possible ............~ ...........
i will be sign up the contract for 1 year ..........................................*~~*

what the Fxck~!!!

what the stupid case that i had /....=.=.///....
today had to OT until 8.00p.m ...
when i leave my company & find my shoes to wear ....
how that i guess it ...
i had LOSE my shoes ....
mathefuck!!! who that take my shoes hand BREAK!!!!

lucky i had shoes at car  ~
but ~.........~
haizzzzzz~
heart pain  lo!!!!
my shoes no a expensive ~ also not beauty ~
why want stealed my shoes leh ?!
just a NIICI jek wor ~
haizzzzzz~ what the FxCK!!!
haizz~!!!!
if i not mistake ~ the shoes is RM 90 +- de leh ~
buy at Time Square .....
haizzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
high heel !!!! black colour !!!!

no matter my shoes is get STEAL ...or ...people TEASE me ~ .....
that people sure have no a good future !!!!!

 ?!?!?!contract?!?!?!

...
some ''bad news''?'' for me ~
today ~
like normal after work have to send webmail to my boss to say all about the appt weekly ~
....
inbox (1) .....<<<
feeling like no well ~
after open it ~
i never imagine it in my life T^T.....
haizzzzzz~


is she ~ (boss) ~ webmail to me ....
to say about the contract to me ~ how good is it ...& have alot benefit to me ~ increase basic ...blalbabla ......

but ~...........>,<..........
lolzzz ~
i dont want contract lah boss~!
contract is alot stress !!!
i cant stand it on ~
................TxT


i know ~ is 1 by 1 to give resign letter to you ~
i think ..you are worrying i will be next to pass up resign letter to you ~
but ~
secret secret talk at here ....
i need money ~ wont leave here 1st de ...=)

ahahahhah~
but i want increase salary lah ..><...TxT..............haizzzzzzzzz~


haizzzzzzzz~
after see this mail ....whole people like moody TxT ........
i also dunno what's going on to me ~ ...
haizzzzz~


haizzzzzzzzzzz~!!!!!!!!!!!


however ~
i wont sign it lah ~
this is my conclusion ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc4/hs263.snc4/39495_135422576500092_100000970518168_171795_4295788_n.jpg

meaning ~*

A good at getting along with people who, 

wherever you go,

people will think that is difficult to get along, 

get along with anyone fusion!

 Self-motivation is to create a very important part of success. Fully prepared in advance psychological preparation, then that one go forward toward success.!

 If it were not for their work, how carefully worked hard? In suitable employment, is equally delighted to do. If you have not found it to find out as soon as possible.!!

Do not just think and "similar" to get along, we should learn and "alternative" people to deal with, as long as trying to change, you can experience a new outlook on life and fun!

 Both on, the internal and external, good relationships are important to success prior preparation, inevitably, when you need to give good returns ~

Friends and enemies, has never been absolute and eternal, and form a friend, to strengthen their power, thinking, creating more wealth for others and the chance of success oh~

[Angry is to punish their own fault of others. ] Always [obsession] other people's [bad], in fact, most suffer their own minds.

Concessions in order to bring people driving force of progress, to go about, but will make his face a significant loss, in the process of starting up in business learn to be tolerant.

Tolerance, means understanding and accommodation, is a catalyst for interpersonal fusion is the bridge of friendship between the fastening agent, tolerance can be reduced to friendship and enmity.

Unaffected false, there is no intention of emotion, is [sincere] the nature of such feelings can only truly touched each other, get each other's identity. 

True friends, there is a pure feeling, this feeling more than the family to understand people. 

 

i like people touch ( mo mo) my head ~

do not say too much ~
just Mo Mo my head ~
every things will back to normal ~

really ~if that no bigger problem ~
because of i like people i love that he touch my head or kissing my forehead ...=)
feeling so sweet & well =)
LOVE ~~~~* <3





no matter what ~
now ~
i always focus in this  phone >>>>>>>>>
Acer liquid E informationsssssssssssssssss
have a lots function  =)

cause ...
if i just only buy this phone ~
i can save money ...no need to buy GPRS again ~ LAPTOP (1st,maybe will buy it SONY!!! ) ~ camera ( 1st , maybe will buy DIGITAL!!! )~ & .....blablabla ~
hahahah~
a lot functions of it ~
that phone in side have  Internal 256MB RAM, 512MB ROM, WIFI , GPRS , Facebook and Flickr integration, A-GPS, Digital Compass, Flash Lite, Document viewers (Word, Excel, PowerPoint, PDF), Social Networking Apps, Google Maps.....5.0 Megapixel,+++++++++...

so ~.....
that's why i love it so much ..............
the only 1 phone ~ like a computer ~ have the word .....power point blablabla ~~~~
omg ..........

i cant wait la><...........
but ~ 
still need to consider ......cant to impulse on all things i do ~ ....
SAM SI ....after just to do ~ ..xD hahahah~ 
if not ....
i will be waster ALOT ALOTS ALOTSSS money again ...><'''!!!..........

have a look to PC fair on coming this friday at the KLCC =P ............
enjoy ~ 

any comments about this phone ....
please leave comment to me =) thankies ~ ;) 

more about Acer liquid E <<<< 

are you safety now ? ~

1.37a.m 2/8/2010 now ~
have to see you online at facebook chating list ~
but ~

i dont dare to go to find you again ~
i hope you will find me say that you are safety now & tell you are settle the things ~
i hope that ~ i really hope that is ~ ........>,<................~

c&p

For every day that there is sunshine, there will be days of rain,
it's how we dance within them both that shows our love and pain.

 

People are not disturbed by things, but by the view they take of them.

If you don't like something change it; if you can't change it, change the way you think about it.

Attitude is a little thing that makes a big difference.

Friends,Reach for the stars,even if you have to stand on a cactus !

Sometimes,life is hell when we are about to give up

Good fortune shies away from gloom.
Keep your spirits up.
Good things will come to you and you will come to good things.

Behind my smile is everything you'll never understand.

 

 Sometimes I wish I could just be a little kid again. 

So when life gets tough you can just play pretend.

I wanna go back to when your parents was the only people you ever kissed. 

When disney land is the best place to be. 

When people didnt change..your friends were the same. 

You could run to mummy everytime you get frown. 

No hurt,no pain,no fight,no vanity...only laughter. 

When everyone always lives happily ever after.♥

 

 

Respect is something you give others,and they gave you back. If they dont,leave them none 

Life is unpredictable.Things may not turn out as hoped.Life isnt a rehearsal,live as it were your last.

i really not your imagine that Strong ~ 
i just pretend ~pretend ~ & pretend only ~ 
actually ...i'm very fragile ~ ....






 

useless~

i realy feel my self so useless >,< ~ T^T~
manythings i also cant to do ~
ｊｕｓｔ　ｇｅｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｃｏｍｐｌａｉｎ　～
haizzzzzzz~

what i doing on its ?!~
just repeat everydays something to do ~
sales also no more than where ~ just everymonth less than last month ~
haizz~
every end of the month just waiting salary ~
no more thing to let me to do ~
feel really use less T^T
haizzzzz~
what also dont want to learn ~
what i want to do wor ?!
why i dont want to learn it leh>!!!>?!?!??!!?!?!

fenniko ?! are you alive ?!
why dont want to learn?!
that's the problem ...that's why my salary never glow ...you know?!!!!
haizzzz~

please lah ~ fenniko?!!!!!
wake up & have a clean brain to think it please ~!!!!
fenniko ~
RM 700 is cant alive after that ~
still need to installment of car !!!
you need to do manythings & the DESIRE ~!!!!

please add oil on it .....
& just Put Chut Hui ....to do its all ~ learn it all ba ~
．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．
ｈａｉｚｚｚｚｚｚｚｚｚｚｚｚ～　＝）



actually ~
am i really love this industry of beatician ?~
i will answer it my self ~ i'm NOT ~
but ~ ....
other ppl to asking me this questions ~
i will be say ~ YES / okay well~
......it's myself to pretend i very like this industy ~ & hypnosis myself to love it ~

cause ~
i everydays is asking my mind ~
what i likely to do ?!
what subject that i like?~
what industry i should to do ?
if i not working in company ~ where should i to go & to do what ?~
sales girl？！  promoter ? saloon ? or ??? simply clerk???

i really dunno what i can to do if i resign this job that i working now ~><~
people ask me ~
if have the chance ~ will you go back to study now ?
but ~ what subject should i to go study ?

last few days ~have a chit chat with friend at old town ~
we have a lots conclusion about manything ~
1st is the Form 6 ~
all of form 6 is cause their dunno what they need to go college study & get what subject ....
their no really objective ~
so their are goes to study in form 6 ~

2nd & 3th is cant to share out ~
cause ....
that is very hurt & i must get  COPE ~ ....sorry ~*