useless~

i realy feel my self so useless >,< ~ T^T~
manythings i also cant to do ~
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haizzzzzzz~

what i doing on its ?!~
just repeat everydays something to do ~
sales also no more than where ~ just everymonth less than last month ~
haizz~
every end of the month just waiting salary ~
no more thing to let me to do ~
feel really use less T^T
haizzzzz~
what also dont want to learn ~
what i want to do wor ?!
why i dont want to learn it leh>!!!>?!?!??!!?!?!

fenniko ?! are you alive ?!
why dont want to learn?!
that's the problem ...that's why my salary never glow ...you know?!!!!
haizzzz~

please lah ~ fenniko?!!!!!
wake up & have a clean brain to think it please ~!!!!
fenniko ~
RM 700 is cant alive after that ~
still need to installment of car !!!
you need to do manythings & the DESIRE ~!!!!

please add oil on it .....
& just Put Chut Hui ....to do its all ~ learn it all ba ~
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actually ~
am i really love this industry of beatician ?~
i will answer it my self ~ i'm NOT ~
but ~ ....
other ppl to asking me this questions ~
i will be say ~ YES / okay well~
......it's myself to pretend i very like this industy ~ & hypnosis myself to love it ~

cause ~
i everydays is asking my mind ~
what i likely to do ?!
what subject that i like?~
what industry i should to do ?
if i not working in company ~ where should i to go & to do what ?~
sales girl？！  promoter ? saloon ? or ??? simply clerk???

i really dunno what i can to do if i resign this job that i working now ~><~
people ask me ~
if have the chance ~ will you go back to study now ?
but ~ what subject should i to go study ?

last few days ~have a chit chat with friend at old town ~
we have a lots conclusion about manything ~
1st is the Form 6 ~
all of form 6 is cause their dunno what they need to go college study & get what subject ....
their no really objective ~
so their are goes to study in form 6 ~

2nd & 3th is cant to share out ~
cause ....
that is very hurt & i must get  COPE ~ ....sorry ~*