Persistent ~ *

have a movie night at yesterday ~
with a & p4 .....vampire suck ~ it is funny only ~ haha ~

he have a lover now ~
when i heard that ....
my heart some pain feeling ....
i'm sorry ~ i know couldnt do that ~
it is DAMN ..........SUCK for me!!!

when he is around on me ~
i never trust him ~
but ~ when he have a lover .....
heart is ust come to pain ~
what the FUCKING i thinking !>!?!?!!!!
it is couldnot be ~!!! couldnot be~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

at that time i just keeping pretend smile at all ~
i cant stay it happy ~ i'm sorry ~
i very selfishness~!!!
i could not be that ~
cause .....
i not really very loving you actually ~
so .....
that why i dont want holding you ~
& some time will avoid you ~
because of ....dont let you think too much on us relationship ~
otherwise~ ....i will be BAD GIRL again for you ~
i'm sorry ~

 i wish you happiness with the lover now you have =) <3 ......
gambateh ~

when you telling me ...
she are scare you & unhappy you come out with us  ~
that is the time to leave you far far ago already ~
ｙｏｕ　ｋｎｏｗ　～.....i cant selfhood to holding you tightly ~
i'm sorry mr alex ~
you just leave me ago ~ please  ~
that's a very goood choice for you ~＝］
...............................
if not the especially things i have ~
i never will find him come out again ~
or maybe have the especially also dont go to find him ~
please ~ ! dont disturb him ba ~
sorry ~ that is good choose for us ~
thanks for you always so trust me ...take good caring for me ....sayang me alot ~
& loved me ~ thanks you ~
you are really is a gentleman  ~
but is me dont know how to trust you ~

sorry & thanks ~ alex ~ *